Saturday, June 7, 2008

Not so beautiful

Ok so here is the deal, bottom line- I completely dislike being pregnant. There is not too many people that I personally know that will admit the same thing, well until they are days away from being due and just done with it all. ME? well from the moment I get pregnant I am done with it. Yeah the first time you hear the heartbeat, the first kicks are great. But seriously, what is so great about gaining weight (for me its in my ass and thighs, like I NEED more there) ,growing boobs that are even bigger (I was already overly "blessed" in this area @@), a belly that is so big you cant bend over, tie your shoes, bumping into things constantly. not even being able to SEE your feet. Or how about when it comes time to shave? YEAH RIGHT! the difficulty breathing, just walking to the other side of the room without getting winded. getting your insides kicked around at 1am when you are trying to sleep, the braxton hicks, endless fatigue, Or the great thing that I am suffering from for the past handful of days- sciatic nerve pain. by evening I am walking like a 100 yr old woman. I can barely move. I could keep going on, but I won't. I am just trying to find SOMEONE out there that can relate. I can't possibly be the only one that is ashamed and embarrassed of their mood swings at times.
Every child is a blessing and I am forever grateful that I get to be a mommy, so don't take the above the wrong way. I have never been one of the fortunate pregnant women that feel fabulous and perfect all 9+ months. Its hard to say the least. and since being due the 1st week of October, I get to go through all of summer being plump and pregnant. I already loath the heat.
My last baby was born in the end of August and that was grueling as well. My first 2 were born in February and although it wasn't easy being pregnant then, at least i wasn't sweating in places I shouldnt be ha ha

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