Wednesday, March 19, 2008

11 Weeks Today

Where the heck did this last week go? I felt like I JUST posted about week 10. this is crazy. I am soooo not ready for this pregnancy to go by so fast. The thought of having 4 kids is scaring me. I am feeling guilty. I am already so busy with my other 3 kids and just daily life, how am I going to manage another one? I know I will figure it out when the time comes, but it doesnt stop me from being in panic mode a few dozen times a day.

This weight gain is really getting out of control. I knew it was bound to happen since I can't be on the type of diet I was on, but I could still be watching what I am eating. I guess since I deprived myself of my favorite foods while losing weight, I am eating them now so I am packing on the weight. I am up 15lbs already YIKES. I seem to be holding steady there. Although I am not truly watching what im eating, I am eating balanced meals and *trying* not to eat a ton of junk, its hard though with Easter candy floating around my house. Jelly beans are my weakness of the day.

the nausea has subsided for the most part, I more so just feel off. I dont know, its weird. and the fatigue is still full force. it hits me in spurts and today just happens to be one of them. I am miserable.

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